KENDHISTOIRES

I am trying
To be better
Even when my will has disappeared
To hope
Even when darkness envelops
To stay positive
Even when the opposite is the song of my mind
To imagine 
Even when I don't believe 
To keep pushing
Even though my muscles are dead
To wake up
Even though nightmares say hello
To stay strong
Even when my soul is crushed by the waves
To dream
Even when nothing is worth the honor

Days and nights entwined
Darkness and light haunting my being
Drowning in my thoughts
Dancing in my uncertainty
Daring to believe, it's all for the best
I am trying